Post by Soapy on May 7, 2010 13:57:14 GMT -5
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to them and everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
Linkin Park-Figure.09
Name: Arvin
Species: Canine (Dog)
Breed: German Shepard
Sex: Male
Alliance: Neutral
Age: 3 years
Mature Adult at Age: 21
Appearance: Arvin is a pure white German Shepard with blue eyes and a scrawny yet muscular body. He wears a thick brown leather collar with a few bite marks and rips in it from fights around his neck.
Personality: Arvin is a very insecure and sometimes mad being. He is constantly seeing his father's ghost, the dog who turned him into the bastard pup he is today. He holds a grudge against his dead father for turning him into a mad, selfish, untrusting, hurt dog and also because his father had killed his mother and had almost tried to kill him. Whenever Arvin meets people he immediatly thinks they are out to get him and he's always in the mood for a good fight.
Positive Qualities: Loyal to those he trusts, really a good guy deep down, good fighter
Negative Qualities: Mad, selfish, untrusting, thinks in the past, holds grudges, drinks, Moody, hurt inside
Identification: (see "Appearance')
Family: His mother was a husky and his father was a white German Shepard
History: Arvin doesn't remember much of his past except that he was born a stray and that his father was a member of Carface's gang and had a 'special' assignment given to him to kill a family of dogs. Little did his father know, this family was his own and he killed his mate and almost killed Arvin until his father told him to either be like him or become like his mother. Arvin, full of hate and disgust towards his father ran away and after that Carface had his father drowned for not completing the job. Now the ghost of Arvin's father remains with him and haunts him, turning Arvin into what his father had become. To keep his old man away Arvin usually gets himself drunk, trying to rid the ghost of his father but finds out that when he becomes sober his father returns and tries to tell him the wrong things to do. And Arvin, with so much hurt and pain inside of him has no choice but to follow his father's orders, knowing if he doesn't become as tough as his father he will get killed by others.
Voice Actor: I don't know his name but the guy who does the voice of Shadow The Hedgehog.
First Appears In: My head?
Also Appears In: Killer's Korner and some other message boards in the future.
(Note: I' still working a few bugs out of him but I thought I'd post his profile. Be prepared for changes in the future.)
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to them and everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
Linkin Park-Figure.09
Name: Arvin
Species: Canine (Dog)
Breed: German Shepard
Sex: Male
Alliance: Neutral
Age: 3 years
Mature Adult at Age: 21
Appearance: Arvin is a pure white German Shepard with blue eyes and a scrawny yet muscular body. He wears a thick brown leather collar with a few bite marks and rips in it from fights around his neck.
Personality: Arvin is a very insecure and sometimes mad being. He is constantly seeing his father's ghost, the dog who turned him into the bastard pup he is today. He holds a grudge against his dead father for turning him into a mad, selfish, untrusting, hurt dog and also because his father had killed his mother and had almost tried to kill him. Whenever Arvin meets people he immediatly thinks they are out to get him and he's always in the mood for a good fight.
Positive Qualities: Loyal to those he trusts, really a good guy deep down, good fighter
Negative Qualities: Mad, selfish, untrusting, thinks in the past, holds grudges, drinks, Moody, hurt inside
Identification: (see "Appearance')
Family: His mother was a husky and his father was a white German Shepard
History: Arvin doesn't remember much of his past except that he was born a stray and that his father was a member of Carface's gang and had a 'special' assignment given to him to kill a family of dogs. Little did his father know, this family was his own and he killed his mate and almost killed Arvin until his father told him to either be like him or become like his mother. Arvin, full of hate and disgust towards his father ran away and after that Carface had his father drowned for not completing the job. Now the ghost of Arvin's father remains with him and haunts him, turning Arvin into what his father had become. To keep his old man away Arvin usually gets himself drunk, trying to rid the ghost of his father but finds out that when he becomes sober his father returns and tries to tell him the wrong things to do. And Arvin, with so much hurt and pain inside of him has no choice but to follow his father's orders, knowing if he doesn't become as tough as his father he will get killed by others.
Voice Actor: I don't know his name but the guy who does the voice of Shadow The Hedgehog.
First Appears In: My head?
Also Appears In: Killer's Korner and some other message boards in the future.
(Note: I' still working a few bugs out of him but I thought I'd post his profile. Be prepared for changes in the future.)
Only, maybe, a little less mad? Little more? I can't seem to figure out what it could be, but oh well, he sounds interesting, I can't wait to find out how he and Poppy will treat each other, it's bound to be an interesting greeting 
